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:: bakayaro onna's mindless ramblings, rants & raves ::

a sort of journal of comments, artwork, writings, links, etc. to spread the mad multimedia woman's mania...

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The majority of my Anime links will contain YAOI, so if you are uncomfortable with gay relationships, DO NOT LOOK AT THESE SITES!!!
Blog/Journal Friends
:: Dasia
:: Joules
:: Lia
:: Lolita
:: Lutra
:: Stoopid Rat
:: Talon
Some of my Haunts
:: Artists Cafe Oekaki BBS
DBZ Fanfic & Fanart Links
:: A Stack of Stuff
:: B-chan's Homepage
:: For-Chan's Cookies
:: Fringe of Society
:: The Hentai Institute
:: Jiggler's Cauldron
:: The Yaoi Hotel
:: The Zone
Gravitation Links
:: anti nostalgic
:: bad-luck.net
:: Contrary Perfection
:: Critical Visage
:: Dare to Dream
:: « # Gravi Logs ? »
:: Gravitation
:: gurabiteshiyon.net
:: heartless
:: In the Moonlight
:: Kiss Shining
:: nanoda
:: Natural Songs - Gravity World
:: Shinimegami's Gravitation Lair
:: Yuki Eiri dot net
Boy Meets Boy
:: Boy Meets Boy - official site
:: Whee! I'm Naked! - fansite
Ai no Kusabi Links
:: ainokusabi.com
:: Alex's Ai no Kusabi
:: Katze no Miko's Ai no Kusabi Hall
:: Ai No Kusabi Gallery and Links
:: Ai No Kusabi detailed story synopsis at aestheticism.net
:: SteelSong's Ai No Kusabi
:: Tanagura.org
Yami no Matsuei Links
:: Bleeding Moon
:: Compulsion
:: Paperthin Pleasures
:: Thera's Yami no Matsuei
:: Yami no Matsuei Keepers List
Amazing Artists Anime or Otherwise
:: Ashura's Original Art Gallery
:: Aya Braeden
:: Bishonenworks
:: Fukagawa
:: lunaris is now black lily
:: Broken Toys
:: Dark Natasha
:: Dragon Dreams
:: Dragoness's Lair
:: Fur, Wings and Other Things
:: Julie Dillion
:: Kate Cox Chain Mail Designs
:: Krayel Art Studios
:: LivLiv's Room
:: Megatokyo
:: Mia Tavonatti
:: Mirabilia
:: Natural Songs
:: Paint Pixel
:: Prophet's Hall
:: The Rainbow Pawprint
:: Sankaizok
:: Stover Arts
:: Told in a Garden
:: Your Wings are Mine
Other Friends
:: dada-disco
:: The Free Lancers
:: Kai's Domain
:: Raddittzu's Anime Playground
:: Thomasville Central
Helpful Things
:: Anime News Network: look up stuff!
:: The Best for Converting Languages: Altavista's Babelfish
:: Convert Lengths/Distances
:: Online English to Japanese/Japanese to English Dictionary
:: What Time is it Where YOU Live?
:: Test your 216 colours!

:: Monday, December 14, 2020 ::

2 years ago
NO ONE really knows just how TOXIC the household I grew up in here in TX except the two adults who almost fucked up my brain royally while living there. You have NO clue what it was like to be a child who was threatened, punished and controlled like I was back then. I was a pawn being yanked around / back and forth, not a person.

Don't you dare try to guilt me!

You do not want to see me angry and vindictive.

My meds control my amygdala but don't push me or my rage will override them and it will not be pretty.

Please, just drop it, okay?

Labels: childhood, growing up, threatened by parents, toxic household

:: spewed by bakayaro onna 4:19 PM [+] ::

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Addison Airport (close to Richardson, TX)
Status: old fart & genuine geezer Overall Obsession: the love of my soul & heart, my koibito, Crockett (aka Stoopid Rat) Latest Obsessions: Gravitation yaoi fanfic & fanart my Wacom tablet drawing oekaki Saiyuki Ai no Kusabi (yaoiX100) Yami no Matsuei ZechsXDuo Gundam Wing yaoi Dragonball Z Profession: Instigator & troublemaker Click for Theme Song Lyrics Thanks: --> to Lia, my sensei, who has inspired me to draw again. I wouldn't be doing this without your support, Domo Arigato! --> to Talon, for sending me her fabulous fics, inspiring me with her writing to draw my first illustration for a story and actually liking what I drew. --> to Dasia, for her words of encouragement when drawing her original chara. --> to Joules, a wonderful epic fic writer, for liking my art enough to want to post them with Talon's and her own stories. --> to Lutra, the other half of the epic team, for being so supportive. --> to Jacque' & Becca Raddittzu, we met on eBay as bidder and sellers and now we are face-to-face friends. You showed us the real DBZ with your fansubs. It's all your fault the house is full of doujinshi! LOL ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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